I’ve been doing some experimentation lately. I know it’s nothing major, just trying out different looks and hairstyles, but for some reason it feels like something. It feels good to try new things. While it doesn’t take a whole lot of courage, it takes time and patience, it gives me hope that I’ll be able to try new things in my life here. Maybe it’s all part of a reinvention. I’ve felt, sometimes here, that I’ve been dissolving, losing parts of myself I thought were essential. It’s been really hard, I’ll do a different post on that later, but it gives me hope that slowly, little by little, change is coming. It may only be something on the surface, but maybe that’s how it will start for me, looking like I’m feeling on the inside.