For the majority of my time here I have been oscillating between bouts of sadness and isolation to feeling slightly, but not longlastingly, motivated. It’s been a struggle to motivate myself, when all I want to do is rest, sleep, and read. And for a while I totally indulged in that, just letting myself do what I wanted to. It made me feel lethargic and lazy, but I was in a slump and not ready to move forward. I was coming down from years of pushing and work, and feeling horribly intense burnout. I let myself just read, or play, or lay around all day. But now that school will start later this month, I am invested in getting back into a routine and reestablishing some old habits. It feels good to get back into a rhythm again, have a to do list, and do things. I love resting, and I will have to balance it. As soon as I finish my list, I am going to give myself time to play. It’s just some things I was thinking of recently. Yay for slow progress to productivity!