I feel so great now that the semester is done. It was the weirdest semester of my life, having only one real class to go to, and it was the worst. I felt purposeless and totally like this was not where I wanted to be. I was unhappy with the class and the guidance I received. But now I can put that behind me. I lived through it, by the skin of my mental sanity, and am not past it. I can walk forward, be less stressed, and concentrated on doing things with my time that make me legitimately happy. I can feel more like I am spending my time in a worthwhile fashion in a way I choose and that can be beneficial to me.
Total control, or more control, of my life is coming my way!
I am excited to begin new projects, to have more time to read on my own, and to be able to structure my time the way I choose. I am already making plans for the future in a concrete and exciting way.
I am excited to be excited.