I was having a lot of trouble with the job search, more so because I had no clue here to look.
I wasn’t sure if I look here or stateside. So much of my life is now up in the air that I do not know even where I’ll be next year. I have no clue and so it’s so difficult to figure out what to do.
The job search was bringing up all these sort of min existential crises. Where should I live? What is my future going to be? All of these questions in my head all the time.
How long will I live here? Can I be happy here? What does it take to be happy? Everything.
An opportunity came along where I could get an internship. So I took it. I thought why not. It would be a great learning experience and I am really excited about it.
So where does this leave me?
The answers to these questions are still blank. I don’t know if I’m any further to the solution than before, but now I have some time to think about what I want. I have some space and some breathing room. Some space and time to think about my answers and see what this opportunity holds for me.
I am really happy and looking forward to it!