I’ve started trying to imagine my anxiety like a little round ball that I smooth down or soothe. That was okay, but it wasn’t doing it for me, why would a ball smooth down?
So I started imagining it like a scared hedgehog that had rolled up into a ball and I had to pet it to calm it down and soothe it. With each deep breath I was helping my baby hedgehog friend. In my visualization sometimes it gets completely soothed, but in reality, only temporarily.
So you have to keep soothing the hedgehog.
I don’t know how useful this visualization is, or how it will help anyone. But it’s just something I thought I would share that is helping me cope with my anxiety.
It also makes it seem not so looming or scary. It’s just a hedgehog. It’s not a big black cloud, it’s not something that is like a fog (which both of these feel like), when I try to approach it, it is the scared animal.
I also don’t think it will ever go away, so I’m just trying to learn to manage it, to exercise it, to meditate with it, to make it a part of me that I can control and be with without fear and insecurity.
You’re right, Liljumper. Some things we just have to learn to live with.
Anxiety is that for me, too. It’s manageable. Try to remember to
JUST BREATHE. Be here now. Focus on the present, not your fears.
Lots of love, Grandma