It is great to know I will be heading back home Monday, I love my home and I have missed it. Since my last trip home, I have done a lot of work on myself, my fitness, my life style, and my living here.
I have found more peace with here, more understanding with myself, and am generally happier than I was before here. I am growing into it, knowing, still at this point, I don’t see myself living here permanently, but knowing it is getting way better. This 30 day project of pictures has helped motivate new experiences and what not. Having a work ethic and people around. Life is crazy, up in the air, and hectic now. But it will always probably be?
I am finding peace with myself, and maybe that helps me find peace anywhere, I do hope so. Maybe I have finally gotten around to choosing to be here? I can only hope. I don’t want to say I’m further than I am, I don’t want to over advertise the ‘progress’ I have made (a long time coming I think).
So I’m growing. I feel myself growing as a person, growing into here, growing into the uncertainty, moving forwards (like a shark).