I am so unmotivated to do work. I think it’s because I don’t really enjoy most of my work now, so it’s easy to push it away. There is no sense of anticipation or enjoy joy once it is completed. It’s easy to push things back and focus on the things that make me happy.
But I have to have a reality check and come back to the things that I have to do, regardless or fun or motivation. So I’ve spent a lot of my day working on that, which is why this blog post is not the one I have wanted to write.
So that one will be posted Wednesday!
Also when I sit down to write blogs, it just reminds me of the other work I haven’t done, so it’s not quite truly a relief. It’s getting there, slowly.
And I will find a pace soon.