I was pretty unhappy overall the past year. It wasn’t a daily everyday thing, but it was a deep unhappiness. It was a year of change and growth, and change involves pain.
Coming back to Munich involved a lot of sadness, to leave home, but also fear, to return back to a place where I had felt unhappy. And there’s a difference between being unhappy about something, and that deep feeling of discontent or unhappiness.
So to combat these feelings, I thought I would approach my return back to Munich differently this time. I know now the way I could feel, and know the things that have made me unhappy.
So to combat my….
immense free time with only class a few times a week, I want to make a list of all the new things and experiences I want to have/do
feelings of isolation, to both make new friends, but have the courage to go off on my own and experience things
I want to live the life I want, not wait for that life to begin