My memory, as I’ve mentioned before, is pretty horrible. I have these flashes of thoughts that I have to write down, before I forget them. I have a ridiculous amount of post its on my everything, my books, my computers, etc. I think this is usually so annoying and it makes me sad when I forget things. I usually feel it to be a negative thing.
However, it has made me really stop and appreciate things at the same time, the view, a feeling, a moment. It has made me stop and try as hard as I can to cement something in my mind, something which is usually impossible, but to really stop and see it, to feel it.
I guess it’s a double edged sword, because I know that sometimes, no matter how hard I try, it doesn’t stay.
But that moment in which I try to remember is beautiful.