I have also been thinking about back up options.
What are they even? Are they the things you do when you don’t know what to do next? When you feel stagnant?
Are they the next best thing?
Because if they are, if they’re truly the back up plan when our dreams fail, how do you escape the shadow of the dreams?
I don’t have one really because I don’t have a dream in a sense.
Although one could say that teaching English is a back up plan, and it is. But is it? I guess I don’t really know what a back up plan is.
Could it be I’ve been so busy on a path getting what I want that I forgot throughout it to dream?
Maybe my dream is just to do what makes me happy.
I want to have a better sense of what I’m doing and being prepared if things fail, but I can’t also help thinking about what will happen.
Maybe not having a back up plan is being unprepared. Is it?