Oh you elusive spirit. The future. Where does it go and how do I get there? There are so many choices, which is a plus, but it is overwhelming and anxiety provoking. I find myself at a low constant level of anxiety over it and I think I need to give it some space for me to breathe a little and work through it.
Because the more I try to speculate and piece things together, the less settled and safe I feel. I don’t know where my path will take me and it’s making me slightly, well no, majorly unsettled. Even just thinking of it for this post makes me worry.
I can’t take things one day at a time because there are real things that need to be thought about. But I do take things one challenge, one hurdle, at a time.
I just hope as I get back on track I can get a real handle on this anxiousness and begin to give myself the freedom and energy to think things through.