Defense

So you thought this thesis was over? Nope. There is the last part, the defense. I only get an email to have this once I have passed for certain. When this happens then I get an appointment to defend my work.

So is this mini ordeal over? nope, the public defense has just begun.

How do I feel about this? Am I stressed? As of now? No. I just want to defend it and be over with it, the sooner the better. I want to focus on the other things in my life that have taken the side burner now. I want to be able to move forwards with my life, to the weddings, to the rest of my life.

I feel resolutely finished with it. I want to defend my work, because I think it’s good and bring it on, but then I want it to be done. I need to know this so I can feel completed, resolved.